Good Sunday Morning to you! Once again, let’s open the comment section to share your prayer needs. I will pray with you and we have a promise from God to claim that where two or more are gathered in His Name, He is with us in that place. My prayer this morning is for families. No matter what shape you find yours, it’s still your family. I pray today with thanksgiving for mine, offer prayers for the broken, ask guidance for the wayward child, celebrating love in all its crazy forms, and rest in His peace, knowing nothing is too hard for the God who created all things. What would you like prayer for? He is more than able to accomplish it through you.
Everything used to be so black and white. Right was right. Wrong was wrong. No shades of gray or overlap of good and bad. No uncertainty. . .no struggle. I’m not sure when it happened but somewhere along the way, amazing Technicolor™ entered the picture. Technicolor Truth didn’t look like my old version. It had multi-faceted layers that I had never seen before. And the fires of self-righteousness heated up within me. The black and white arrogance struggled. An all-out war ensued inside me that hasn’t completely settled yet. The kind of battles where something has to die. Little by little, I feel the old self slipping away, and a new type of vulnerability settles in its place, and with it comes a peace—a place where I don’t have to understand everything. Someone greater and purer than I knows and will sort it all out.
Yesterday, I had one of those day when nothing made sense. I found out another friend, a young woman with four small children, has breast cancer. I am astounded at her words of faith: “I am excited that I have the privilege of walking this road with so many. He will do great things.” Somehow, God has a good plan for her. For her life. For her family. And yet, I shed tears for the path ahead for her. It won’t be easy. But for the Grace of God, how could anybody stand when facing such uncertainty?
The only thing I know for certain this morning is that I don’t know. My mother used to say, “The more I know, the more I know I don’t know.” It’s a defenseless place to be, especially for a control freak like me. Can I say honestly that I don’t understand ‘good’ and ‘light’ and ‘no darkness at all? And yet my soul resonates in Truth that He is. Addison Road’s song question comes to mind: “What do I know of holy?” I’m not sure I walk away with any answers at all, but I receive a comforting hug from my Father, “I’m taking care of things. Just take My hand, and keep walking toward Me.” I rise from my knees, reminded, Lord, You know.
Now before you start thinking I’m having an attack of wavering faith, please know that it’s a sweet place. A place where a little more of me dies to self to live unto Him. I do not doubt that there is Absolute Goodness and Truth, but it’s not black and white anymore. It’s filled with all the colors of His Righteousness. It’s a techni-colored brilliance with dimensions that I cannot begin to comprehend, but can trust is completely good.
Please pray with me for Lisa through her season of illness that she will be nothing less than carried by Our Savior in healing and will continue to bring Him all the glory.
Romans 11:33-36 “Oh, the depth of the riches and wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are his judgments and how inscrutable his ways! “For who has known the mind of the Lord, or who has been his counselor?” “Or who has given a gift to him that he might be repaid?” For from him and through him and to him are all things. To him be glory forever. Amen.”
I love what Karen wrote this morning on Cover to Cover. ” It fills me with the Truth of His promise, “Whom have I in heaven but YOU?”
I am meeting with my husband to discuss our future in his business this morning. I really need patience, compassion, wisdom, and His peace. It also is very difficult for me to be in an attorney’s office to do this–anxiety creeps in and I struggle. If you get a chance, your prayers would mean so much. I assure you I have already been in prayer. I know it all works out very good, but this interim thing requires some serious trust and faith on my behalf. May our lives glorify Him and may I act in obedience to His will. Just if you have a moment…I know your lives are filled with needing more of Jesus too. May we all be satisfied in Him.
I will trust Him at all times
He has delivered me from all fear
He has set my feet upon a rock
I will not be moved
And I’ll say of the LordYou are my shield, my strength
My portion, deliverer
My shelter, strong tower
There’s none I desire beside You
You have made me glad
And I’ll say of the Lord
My portion, deliverer
My shelter, strong tower
My very present help in time of need